It was back in the early 1990s where I had the most amazing experience of the Golden Light that came through in the dream state.
It was all about God, returning home, and where I had originally come from with all the beautiful fond loving intimate memories that started flooding back into my awareness.
This is really the first time I have revealed this to anyone especially so publicly on the internet.
In this article, I go further down the rabbit hole into detail about this dream. Also trying to explain what it was about and why I came here into this world in the first place.
It was March of the year 1993, I was living as a student in Edinburgh in a bed and breakfast doing a BEng (Hons) course on Software Engineering.
I was 22 at the time and while I was into computer and software development, I was also deeply into out-of-body experiences, near-death encounters, and psychic abilities, channeling, healing through the mind, mediumship and so much more.
I also learned about the awakening of humanity and mother earth’s transition. This was through the author David Icke from his early work, Truth Vibrations, and reading up on a lot of channeled material such as Barbara Marciniak’s book Earth.
One night after staying up late on my Amiga computer I went to bed.
What happened next completely blew me away.
I remember dreaming about being in an ancient temple that had a Native American feel to it. I was a shaman or medicine man, in my dream notes I wrote down I was a witch doctor! But these were early days. 🙂
There was a naked woman lying on a stone table unconscious and I seemed to have to do an important ritual or ceremony. There was some kind of extremely important assignment or task I had to with this lady.
At the top of the table was a window similar to the religious stained glass seen in churches but there was a blue-white light outside slightly glowing in.
In fact the window could have been made of this white-blue light.
A white with some bluish light appeared at the top of the woman’s head.
After observing it would disappear and re-appear at her nose or mouth.
It would do the same appearing and disappearing at her throat working down her body as it moved to her chest, then her abdomen area.
As the light appeared I seem to be summing up the confidence or courage to invoke or enter this light.
This white-bluish light then eventually appeared at the woman’s Vagina.
The Golden Vagina Portal
It was at this point that I realized it was now or never and the opportunity would pass. And I would not be able to do this again for a long long time.
Although I now know there is no real-time at the highest levels of creation so it would be more accurate to say I would have to wait until the next important nexus-point in this creation reappeared.
In the dream, I decided to project my awareness out of my forehead leaving my body, and enter the Lady’s Sacred Holy Vagina where this white-blue light was.
As I entered this light at the entrance of her Vagina (portal) this light changed to a very deep pure ancient Golden Light and witnessing the face of God.
Entering this Golden Light going deeper and deeper into it I had a task or assignment where I was looking for a powerful spirit-being or advanced soul.
I had the task of asking this Golden Light ‘personality’ to show me this spirit essence within itself.
I would bring this spirit entity back into this world where the woman who was lying on the table back on earth, would become conceived or impregnated with advanced consciousness.
This advanced soul when born would help Mother Earth through her transition or transformation that she is going through now.
It was like a seed from this golden light that would germinate and grow on earth.
Going deeper and deeper falling more and more into the Core of this Ancient Golden Light, all these memories started flooding back into my conscious awareness, remembering where I came from and returning home.
The Golden Light was like a very special friend that I had forgotten and now remembering.
It was a very intimate encounter like we were cosmic/interdimensional lovers.
The best way to describe it would be along time ago when you and your lover were together, like sweethearts.
We are totally inseparable…
You then went your separate ways and forgot about each other, but then one day you suddenly met each other, and all those fond loving memories and who you really are came racing back.
It was like the amnesic barrier had been lifted and you start remembering what you have forgotten eons ago.
You are God awakening from the Amnesia.
The Golden Light has a sort of male-type personality to it and no matter what I had done in my life and feeling ashamed on, I would be willing to confide with this Being of Golden Light, because of the very powerful bond between us.
This Being was all infinite eternal knowingness. I could not say about this concept of bliss or being high or ecstasy, but more of a very powerful knowingness with its awareness and of something very ancient.
It was very intimate and very special reunion and deeply moving touching experience.
Returning To Earth
At this point, I started to get more lucid in the dream and had the self-realization I had died and gone back to the place where I originated from feeling I had returned home to my natural state.
As my physical personality started to become more aware as I become more lucid, I started asking the following questions.
What am I doing here? Why have I died?
Even though it was very beautiful and amazing within this light, with feelings of being so content not having a care about the physical world, I started wondering about my family and loved ones being left behind?
How on earth did I die? I must of died in my sleep?
What about my life? Should I still live it?
At this point I started to become aware of the bedroom and coming out of the dream. My physical mind was very feeling overwhelmed with the experience, thinking my god what the hell was that.
But as the golden light started to fade in my mind’s eye and I woke from the dream, I started saying oh no, please stay, don’t leave!
The Golden Light gradually faded as I became more aware of my surroundings again. At this point, I started thinking, “My God what was that!”
I think most of the memories faded and there was more happening than what I was aware of but what I have written is what I still can recall.
Like a near-death event, it will be an experience I would never forget.
Looking back now I would say the closest of what I experienced is some of the ancient knowledge that Gerald O’Donnell discusses on his website.
I have quoted some parts of his article, reflecting on finding the child spirit that the woman would give birth to help the Earth Mother.
This portal was made manifest by King David 3000 years ago in this very Creation and is located exactly, in our outer perception of space and time, where the Dome of the Rock lies in the ancient city of Jerusalem: the future city of One.
This gateway vibrates and connects all life on Earth and beyond. It is the Foundation Stone of the Hidden vibration which supports all life, hence its name.
Since this portal is within us, and without – within space/time, its triggering mechanism involves an inner work that requires much focus and concentration and can only be attempted by special beings at the appropriate time/space construct using a process hinted at in the Old Testament as the building of the inner Sanctuary in the desert.
Our time/space construct is one such possible time/space conjunction for its opening; a very rare and special one at that.
This silent and hidden Light vibration connects the umbilical cord of this Creational baby (this Earth) to the rest of The One, through the Jerusalem below all the way up to the Jerusalem above: The Divine Energy of the Upper Zion, the Eternal One Himself.
In the Jerusalem above, the Holy of Holies exists unchanged and uncorrupted by Creation, bathing in Eternity and total Peace, for It is complete and totally One within Itself.
Just below It, the original Divine Male and the original Divine Female energies are in a state of permanent embrace whose Eternal Or-gasm feeds, as the energy of Life, all Creation and allows it to exist and pro-create/multiply.
Were this hidden umbilical cord become totally severed from us, all of this universe would immediately and suddenly disappear from the One Mind, totally un-vibrated and non-existent.
This portal connects ALL creations within the One into One.– Gerald
Dimensions of Real Light
Why did such a powerful dream happen? They will be many reasons but I think the revelation is the reason why I am here.
I think one of the main reason is that this Golden Light of The One needs to be integrated and grounded in this world, so it can be fully expressed as a physical manifestation of the One Himself.
I mentioned earlier that I was doing a lot of work, researching and practicing methods of out of body consciousness.
Reading up on all kinds of books from the local Waterstones bookshop and getting meditation tapes from visionaries like Shakti Gawain.
Her book Creative Visualisation is one of the first books I got on human consciousness and personal development. It was in her amazing book that I learned that you can use your imagination to manifest what you want in your life.
Her visualization techniques really worked and they are so simple.
There was no occult mumbo jumbo or complicated ritualist magick procedures.
It was simply pure consciousness and using the power of your thoughts to attract what you want in your life.
Her methods in the book really did work and I highly recommend her book to everyone. In fact, it is perhaps the only book you will need, not least as you will eventually learn to communicate with your Higher Self.
One researcher that I was attracted to was Barrie Konicov and his self-hypnosis tapes. In particular his program, Develop Your Psychic Abilities.
In addition, I got a book by Kathryn Riddall called Channelling which teaches how to communicate with your spirit friends using visualization and meditation techniques. Again, there was no occult or ritual magick nonsense.
It had similar vibration to Shakti’s creative visualization book.
It was through the use of Kathryn’s Channeling and Barrie’s Develop Psychic Abilities tape that I went into another dimension as my intention was to connect with the highest sources of creation.
I think my own experience proves that there is no need for the ingestion of psychedelic substances such as ayahuasca, which could harm the body anyway.
Going down that route with result in legal issues since only in certain parts of the world are these permitted such in the amazon rain forest under the guidance of the shamans.
Since then have had other powerful experiences via my dreams of the Light of God about death, assisting other people passing over and the life review.
If you wish to explore the kind of experience I had and more, I would recommend looking at my Recommended Remote Viewing and Remote influencing Course developed by Gerald. I remember having a dream of the Golden Light after lighting to one of his tapes many years ago.
I recall seeing a yellow-white funnel from the top of my head going off into infinity and at the center of the funnel a bright white light and shining like a star.
All around outside of this funnel was a deep Golden Light and I had memories of who it was and who I was and coming home.